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JOURNEY TO ATARAXIA

by ALEGAMA

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1.
It’s where fragments of memories, snapshots of personal experiences, smells, sounds, fears and constructed views of reality, are privately and secretly kept. It’s a vast lonely place but meaningful and revealing, like a closed museum on Mondays.
2.
It’s been said that there are 5 levels of consciousness. I think of them as doors which open to different perceptions and awareness about ourselves and the world. One of them is the door to the consciousness of who we are as individuals. It seems to me that the other 4 in the aisle can open more easily if the key to this first one is found. The key is Knowledge, self-knowledge. Knowledge is always key, isn’t it?
3.
Angstown 03:40
A nickname for all big cities where pressure, insecurity, stress and anxiety charge a big daily toll in serotonin. It’s where life is always on the fast lane and the mind is constantly trying to keep up. In Angstown some people go to the bar, some go to the drugstore and some try to escape it on holidays and weekends.
4.
An analogy for illustrating the feeling of getting out of squeezing stressful moments to a state of relief. From narrow to wide. From darkness to light. Surprisingly, the light at the end of the tunnel is something that a lot of people search for without noticing that the only way to get to it is to understand first what is that tunnel before the light.
5.
Dive In 02:43
Even if both actions point downwards, diving is not falling. As an archetype, “The Fall” is described as a descent from a higher to a lower state of being - from innocence and bliss to loss. On the other hand “To Dive In” is metaphorically meant as a voluntary descent from a superficial state of knowledge to a deeper one - from ignorance to acknowledgment. So, going down in this case ultimately leads upwards. One thing is certain: you won’t find yourself in shallow waters.
6.
The record for the deepest dive in history is set at 36,000 feet at Mariana Trench on the West Pacific, the point most distant from the water’s surface on Earth. Ironically, even at such extreme depth, that diver may still have remained superficial.
7.
Tresouq 03:16
Tresouq is an anagram of “Quetros”, a medication prescribed as an antipsychotic. I created the anagram for naming a dark sinkhole I imagine existing at the abyssal plain of our fears.
8.
The Hadal Zone is the deepest region of the ocean. Its name refers to Hades, the Greek god of the Underworld. But while sunlight progressively fades into darkness when diving towards the bottom of the Hadal Zone, the opposite happens in a self-awareness dive as the deeper one goes, the clearer things get.
9.
Getting at the bottom of things is challenging, whether it is at the bottom of places like the Great Blue Hole, or in the depths of the mind. I don’t know about the first one but I do know that those who hit rock bottom in life and bounced back, fear very few things in the world.
10.
Arrival 03:13
We all have our Comfort Zone, that stable but stoney ground with as many rocks as dormant things conveniently held under them. We can either sit down and rest on those rocks the entire life, or go lifting them to deal with what lies underneath. The rocks may be big and heavy but it’s perfectly possible to remove them since we were the ones who actually laid them there in the first place.
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Ataraxia 03:44
The French writer André Gide once said: trust those who seek the truth, but doubt those who say they have found it. So, perhaps Ataraxia is as mythical as Atlantis. But it’s the journey, not the destination that is important, because even if the place is a metaphor, the quest for self-awareness and knowledge creates understanding and peace of mind. I guess that truth lies in the searching and not necessarily in the finding.

about

Ataraxia is a Greek word.
It means “imperturbability” or “tranquility” and relates to an untroubled and tranquil condition of the soul. As described by philosopher Pyrrho, the Epicurus and the Stoics, Ataraxia is characterized by “ongoing freedom from worries”.
I imagined Ataraxia as a destination, an inner place in the mind, charted not by the axes of latitude and longitude, but by psychology and philosophy. The work concept had two inspirations: first,the modular analog synth unique musical creative possibilities.
Second, the feelings and learnings related to my eldest daughter challenging experience of battling depression while searching deep inside her Self for herself.

credits

released April 20, 2022

Project concept, texts, visual ideas and music created, produced and performed by ALEGAMA.
Recorded at Gamastudio in São Paulo-Brazil from February to December 2020. Mixed by ALEGAMA and mastered by Classic Masters in the USA.

Instruments:
Rhodes Piano Bass, Moog Sub Phatty, Make Noise Shared System, Make Noise O-Coast, ARP 2600, Gama Eurorack 1, Yamaha GrandPiano, 1995 Custom DeLuxe A.C.Zemaitis guitar and B.C. Reverend guitar.
Effects:
Electro-Harmonix Metal Muff, Strymon Big Sky, Moogerfooger LowPass Filter and Ring Modulator, Softwares: Logic Pro X, UAD Chromaverb and Eventide H910 Harmonizer plugins.

Photos by Paulo Vainer and John Kowitz.
Special thanks to Claudia, Stella, Lui, Ulisses Rocha, Mariah Bayeux, Paulo Vainer, Hélio Rosas, Lucas Lamounier and the power of synthesis when modulated by heart, soul and creativity.

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ALEGAMA São Paulo, Brazil

ALEGAMA is a producer/musician, audio-visual creative pro, and a writer. He creates and plays instrumental electronic music working mainly with modular analog synths (he also plays the guitar and bass). His approach is bringing a conceptual and experimental angle to ambient, minimalism, electronica, synth wave and avant-garde music. ... more

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